I had my annual eye exam yesterday morning. For diabetics, this is just as important as meeting with your endocrinologist regularly. They have this one test that takes pictures of all your blood vessels. Diabetic Retinopathy is the leading cause of blindness in diabetics. It happens when you don’t control your blood sugar over time and once the damage is done, you can’t really reverse it. I am happy to report that my eyes look exactly as they did 8 years ago when I did my first test – woop!
I then went to the hospital. Well, after I went to McDonald’s and got this:
Gah. My mouth said “I’ll have oatmeal!” but it came out “I’ll have a sausage McMuffin with egg please!” 440 calories for that sandwich.
When I got to the hospital they were taking five additional vials of blood for more testing. Remember yesterday when I said “his liver is fine and we are just waiting for his INR number to come down to remove the polyps?” Well, we are still waiting for his INR number to come down, but his liver is not functioning right. There are several opinions:
- He takes a medicine called Allopurinol for his gout. He could be having a toxicity problem with that drug that is damaging his liver, so they took him off that medication immediately.
- He may have gall stones. One of the stones may have lodged in a bile duct, causing the function of the liver not to be able to do what it does. If that’s the case, they can remove the stone and hopefully things start working correctly.
- He has a slightly fatty liver – not even sure that that one is yet!
He definitely is jaundiced – the whites of his eyes are yellow. He’s not in any pain, which is good, but it’s the constant waiting. By coincidence, Tony’s colon cancer surgeon popped his head in because he saw Tony’s name on the patient board. He decided to get involved and actually told us more of what was going on than anyone. He ordered a detailed MRI to see if they could determine if a gall stone is in a bile duct.
It took about 20 minutes, but I am not sure I could do it being enclosed like that. He did have headphones on – they had XM radio and he chose 60s music. At one point he started tapping his toes to the beat of the music and the technician took that as a sign that he was trying to communicate with her to get him out! He did a great job.
Sadly, he ordered lunch just as they decided to do the test, so he couldn’t eat or drink anything. He ordered me a tomato soup and a turkey sandwich for him. Because of his artificial heart valve (is my man bionic or what??!!) he has to be on a low sodium diet. No ham, no mustard, no marble rye even! Well, have you ever had tomato soup without any salt? Um, it’s not very good! I ended up eating his sandwich though. After I picked off the icky sliced tomatoes.
So we watched a lot of t.v. I bought a few magazines. I read my emails. THANK YOU to everyone who’s sending me DVDs for the children’s ward! I think at last count, I am up to nearly 24 DVDs and my goal was 20. You guys rock!! Still not too late. If you have some newer, gently used kids DVDs you don’t watch anymore, or want to buy some from Amazon.com and mail them to me – I’d appreciate it. Just shoot me an email at mybizzykitchen@gmail.com.
I ended up getting the salad bar for dinner again. It’s not bad, and I am actually liking kidney beans in a salad! I noticed that in the hot station they had grilled SW turkey cutlets. They were small so I asked for two of them with the idea to chop them up and put them on my salad for protein. I got two turkey cutlets, the salad and an iced tea for Tony. Total? $15.51!
I looked at the receipt and said “each piece of turkey was $4.29?!” She said yes, and when I told her I didn’t want them anymore, she said they were already on my tray so I had to buy them. I could have bought a whole turkey breast and made THREE meals out of that for less than $8.58! Lesson learned – ask for the price before buying! While the flavor was spice, they were super dry and overcooked. And they are each smaller than a plastic spoon!
I loved the combination of flavors with this salad – the spicy banana peppers, the sweetness of the dried cranberries. That’s about the only decent thing in the cafeteria – except their chili is pretty good now that I think of it. Aimee, I totally understand your frustration with hospital food now!
I have a confession to make though. Since Wednesday night, since no one is here, the mindless snacking has come back with a vengeance. I know some of it is stress related, but it has to stop before it gets out of control. Last night I must have had a cup of peanuts while catching up on Facebook and emails – so mindless! So I’ve already told myself that the kitchen is closed after 7:00 p.m. I get home from the hospital after that time, so that’s what I have to do. And my exercise has ground to a complete halt. I am about to snow blow the driveway, so that will be some exercise, and when I come home from the hospital tonight I plan on doing a 40 minute Insanity routine. I will post my “after” picture on Instagram to hold me accountable. Are you following me yet there? mybizzykitchen is my name on there.
Alright, time to get this show on the road. Today is my best opportunity to get the snow out of the driveway before arctic temperatures come back. They are saying that on Monday we’ll have the coldest temperatures in Chicago in over 30 years – windchills will feel like –50! Tony and I both agree that it doesn’t make sense to live in a place that can have 100 degree temps and then be –20!
Thank you for your continued prayers and support. Every time you leave me a comment or send me an email or text, it feels like a hug!
I so know what you are going through, juggling work, the hospital, trying to eat healthy, get some exercise, etc. Not to mention, you have to manage your diabetes. Here’s a big hug from me!
Sheryl
Another Dutch hug coming your way! Sweety don’t stress over eating/exercise right now. You have enough on your plate as it is. I’m sure you pick it up as soon as you have the time/less stress.
thinking of you both. I know how stressful hospital stays can be!! And: thanks for reminding me I am wayy overdue for my eye exam. WAY.
Tony is so lucky to have you, Biz! Been thinking about you both, and wishing T a speedy recovery. Of course I’m thrilled to hear about your eyes 🙂 That’s amazing 🙂
P.S. Those prices are INSANE. Our cafeteria is so cheap we have customers come in from off the streets because our prices are so good…as is the food 😉
Prayers and hugs that everything gets resolved quickly.
That hospital food sounds like a) highway robbery and b) a very unsatisfying experience. You are so organized with your food at work–could you pack some things to take with you or is that just too much on your plate?
I just want to put my 2 cents in here and ask you not to beat yourself up too much about food choices right now. You have been on this weight loss journey for a long enough time that you know there are speed bumps. Weight comes on and weight comes off. Fact.
Thinking so hard about you and Tony!
So happy you had a good report on your eye exam! So sorry to hear Tony is having more health issues to deal with! But sending hugs & get well wishes your way!
I told my daughter about the DVD’s and she wanted to pick them out. She’s 22. lol We got 4 and I’ll get them in the mail hopefully tomorrow. We’re expecting snow way down here in AL and I am not looking forward to that!! lol Stay safe & warm!!
Keeping you and Tony in my thoughts and prayers. I had the same issue with elevated liver enzymes, doc thought it was my statin or fatty liver. Ultrasound showed no fatty liver, but major gall stones – not huge buy my gall bladder was full of them! She couldn’t believe I’d never had an attack. The following month my liver #’s were fine and have been since. Hope it gets figured out for him soon so they can get the polyps out and send him home! Oh and I have to give props to the hospital I work at(UW-Madison) – a great cafeteria with a huge salad bar, a 500 calorie station(whole meal for 500 or less calories), low-fat dairy, roasted meats, vegetarian, etc. They do have the ‘not so healthy’ stuff as well – but there are LOTS of good choices for those who wish to make them. Pretty good prices, too! Stay safe and warm!
Praying for you and your family
Hugs hugs and more hugs! That’s all 🙂
I would have had to pretend I didn’t have that much money with with me 🙂 I can’t believe they would cost that much in a hospital. Way to take advantage of already emotionally distraught people. I’m guess I’m strange… or our hospital actually has good food. I will even go once in a blue moon for no reason to the little cafe in the hospital for lunch. Yeah for your regular doctor stopping in. I hope you get some great news soon. I think you should start packing your own salads you make yummy looking ones especially your taco salad.
Hospitals suck, no matter if they are a necessary evil as in this case. Everything in your life is pretty much upside down right now. Don’t use it as an excuse per se but realize that this is only temporary and just do the best you can in the situation you are in right now.
I hope they get the liver thing figured out SOON!!! Poor Tony – the last thing he needs is another issue to complicate things!!! And – I had an MRI in one of those once and about had a complete panic attack – it took me at least 10 minutes to get my breathing semi under control (I was in for 30-40 minutes) – Tony is awesome to be tapping his toes to the music!!!
So, I started thinking about the kids DVDs and then after reading how many you have already collected, I think I’m going to check in with the 2 hospitals here first. I never even thought about the fact that they could use stuff like that. (Sorry I’m not sending them to the hospital there but this will be taking your idea and paying it forward.)
I think that any time you have to deal with a hospital stay for a spouse or close loved one, it is hard to keep your fitness and eating exactly the same – you can only do so much!!!
Praying for you and your sweetie…hoping you stay warm. Thinking of you!
Ugh, Tony just can’t catch a break, can he? Congrats on your eye exam though, that’s great! And, uh, that cafeteria sounds like a rip-off. Those cutlets don’t even look appetizing and they’re so teensy for that price.
Hey! This is toulousethewonderweenie Mom from Instagram. =) Whew – I hope everything works out ok and just know I am hugging you from afar and wishing Tony well and speedy recovery! It’s so dang stressful dealing with too many things all at once -especially when it’s health related. Been thru the ringer here lately too. The day before Xmas my daughter was put in hospital for a week. Day after Xmas my Mom flew to CA for her 50th anniver. trip to Yosemite and was taken by ambulance from plane to hospital and just got out last night (pneumonia). And they still won’t let her fly back home until this Friday! And then I got the flu crud despite having had a shot. UGGGGHHHH. And now we’re getting snow and cold tomorrow and all next week like we haven’t had in over 20 years. WE ALL NEED A FREAKIN’ BREAK! Sorry – had to rant a bit. All the best to you. Love following you on instagram and reading your blog. Your smile is infectious and just makes me smile too.
Hoping all goes well with Tony’s tests and he can have the polyps removed soon. While I wouldn’t mind seeing some of the white stuff, I don’t envy the cold temperatures. Sending you my best wishes.
Many prayers for you and Tony, Biz. The waiting for answers is the worst part. Take care of yourself also.
Vicky T.
The cucumber in the salad photo looks like it is making a face at you. Waiting on news is no fun and stressful, hope you get some news soon!
Major hugs to you Biz – hospitals and tests and waiting….all of it is hard. Thinking of you both and I’m hoping all is well and healed with Tony very soon!
oh man, this sucks. I hope Tony is out soon and you both can get back to your routine. When I was hospitalized( after my surgery), the week of Thanksgiving, I was so thankful that J was there with me each day. My hospital let me order food for her, but there wasn’t anything she’d eat except the pudding. Its criminal what they charged you for those cutlets, they look like they were frozen and then just defrosted. Maybe you can bring a can of Tuna with you to use on the salad bar?
Sending you a big hug with this comment!
And those turkey cutlets at 4.29 each? I would have left the whole damn tray at the cash register and walked out. Ok I probably wouldn’t have actually done it, but I would have thought about it. Ridic!
Congrats on the eye exam….I had one a couple of weeks ago by a specialist, he said he did not see any signs of diabetes in my eyes. I felt good about that. I can understand the mindless eating…..I do that every night cooking the husband a meal at midnight, his food always looks soooo good and I have to taste test everything. Hard to close the kitchen after 7 here. Praying for you guys….Keep looking up and keep warm and safe in this deep freeze!!! (ish – hospital food does not look too good from this stand-point 🙁 )
Sending love and hugs your way!!! Sounds really scary but you are amazing for holding it together!
After working in a hospital for 25 years I can relate!!
Glad Tonys other doc came in and gave you some answers, it can be so frustrating!
Take care Biz, you are doing so much. Stay warm, hugs to you!
You are so strong and always positive, that will get you and tony through this rough road. He will be better soon. I was thinking about you last night and I said my prayers and sent them your way. Hang tight my friend xoxo
Still praying for yall. I had to have an MRI of my head when I got this weird virus in my ear….it was AWFUL! Glad its done for Tony. I cannot believe how expensive those little pieces of chicken were. Rip off. Do you like baby carrots? When I have the desire to snack, I always eat baby carrots. they take a while to eat and they’re low cal!
Major hugs you and Tony as you ride out this nasty start to 2014. Your positive attiude on life and bubby disposition will keep you focused on on your fitness routine as you take care of Tony and his needs. Just remember to take care of yourself also, you are far too sweet to have bad things happed to you! 😉
Here’s a “hug”! Hope you and Tony have answers soon and he’s on his way home soon.
Best,
Bonnie