I have no idea what it is, but Friday’s at work seem like as long as Monday – Thursday does. I had to laugh at some of your comments about office people eating other peoples food, and LTR sent this eCard to me and it had me laughing out loud!
Thanks sweetie! My egg cooker I normally use at work was in the dishwasher that was still going, so I ended up making my egg/egg white in a bowl in the microwave – it was just okay, not sure what it is about that microwave cooker that makes the eggs taste like you cook them on top of the stove. But I had bacon in it, so that makes everything better.
So to continue the tortilla chip saga, my boss went searching for the bag of chips, you remember the ones that just had crumbs in it, and came to my desk and said “where are the chips?” I said I threw the bag out because it was nothing but scraps. She said “there were still some chip crumbs in there, why did you throw them out?” I said “because it was MY bag of chips, so I can do anything I want with them. She just walked away. But all throughout the morning she’d yell “I can’t believe you threw out the chips!” She thought she was being funny, but it was like nails on a fricken chalk board. I finally left to go walk outside since it was beautiful, told her I was leaving and she said “I hope you come back in a better mood!”
That was the look of my face when I started to walk. Seriously, if I could have quit right then and there, I would have. But, being in the sunshine on a gorgeous 70 degree October day, by the end of my walk, I had a smile on my face.
Lately I’ve just been having these highs and lows of emotions, and I don’t know what the hell is going on. I feel sorry for myself one day because I am stuck in a job I hate, then I make a great meal and think that I am lucky enough to afford the food we have in our house. And then I read the story about this woman. Tony told me about her last week. She has an inoperable brain tumor and if she were to ride it out, it would be the most horrific pain she could ever even imagine. So she’s decided to die on November 1, on her terms with her family and loved ones around her. She just got married last year!
And I have to tell you, after reading that story, my attitude quickly turned around – why the fuck am I pissed about tortilla chips?! Isn’t it crazy how something you read can just turn you around? Has that ever happened to you?
And after my walk, I got to have balls. Bahn Mi Pork Meatballs that is! I have never been to a Vietnamese restaurant, but I know I would love it. The complex flavors of cilantro, fish sauce, lemongrass, sriracha – it made a wonderful lunch!
The night before last I made the pickled veggies and the balls – I cooked the balls about 3/4 of the way through, knowing I was going to be reheating them in the toaster oven at work. No one likes dry balls! (that’s what she said)
For the veggies:
- 2 large carrots, cut into matchsticks (2 cups)
- 1 large diakon radish, cut into matchsticks (2 cups)
- 2 tablespoons sugar
- 1/2 cup rice vinegar
- 1 cup water
- 1 teaspoon sesame oil
Put the veggies in a large jar. Mix the sugar, vinegar, water and sesame oil in a 4 cup measuring cup, mix until the sugar is dissolved, pour over the veggies, making sure they are all covered, and let them sit for 24 hours.
For the balls:
- 1 pound ground pork
- 1/2 cup chopped cilantro (use less if you don’t like it as much as I do!)
- 4 garlic cloves, minced
- 1 tablespoon fish sauce
- 1 tablespoon chopped lemongrass
- 1 tablespoon sriracha
- 1 tablespoon Thai chili paste
- 1/2 teaspoon sugar
- 1 tablespoon cornstarch
- 1/2 teaspoon cracked black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
Mix everything together, making sure all the ingredients are incorporated. Here’s a tip. Take a small portion of the pork mixture and cook it off and try it – does it need more heat, more salt? The recipe above was tweaked after the third try – I thought it had to be spicier and that’s when I added the Thai chili paste.
Instead of the traditional crusty bread a Bahn Mi sandwich is usually on, I used my toasted sesame naan bread. For the base I mixed 1 tablespoon of plain Greek yogurt with about 1 teaspoon of sriracha, put my pickled veggies on, my heated up balls and then more fresh cilantro.
I ended up putting my naan bread in the toaster oven and that was amazing – it became light, soft and fluffy again as if I had just made it. This was the perfect balance – sweet/savory/spicy/sour/crunchy – I could probably eat that every day and never get sick of it. Tony on the other hand? He saw me making the meatballs the night before last and I think he was thinking “I hope she doesn’t think I am eating those!”
I posted my steak and pomme frittes on Instagram the night before last – guess who like it?! Sunny Anderson! I am pretty sure we’ll be BFF’s one day.
I ended up buying another frozen pizza – this one was actually pretty good – the crust had cornmeal in it, and the sausage was very flavorful. I picked us up some salad at the salad bar, and for some reason, didn’t take any pictures other than the picture of the box of pizza.
It was funny because as I was getting this pizza out of the package, my phone beeped. It was my friend Jacky and all I could see that it was a message on Instagram and it said “Guess what tonight is @mybizzykitchen? #tgif! Of course, I was jealous that she made her own dough – I need to make some dough and bread this weekend for sure.
I hope wherever you are, you find whatever makes you happy for the day and hold onto it. There is so much horrible stuff going on in the world, you just have to step back sometimes, take stock in what you have around you, and choose to be happy.
I hope you have a great weekend! It’s beautiful this weekend here – in the high 60s – 70s – and Tony and I are going to grill out, drink some wine and listen to some music. Cheers!
I like how your expression on your face changed from I’m going to kill someone to it is a beautiful day in the neighborhood. People can be so inconsiderate sometimes. Your boss should know better. If she want chips she should buy her own. I am so glad you don’t cook for everyone like you use to. You are under appreciated in work in so many ways.
Thanks Kym – it’s amazing what fresh air can do to your mood! Hugs!
I’m glad the walk helped but I would be pissed, too!!
In fact, if she says anything else I would tell her that since she ate all the chips she needs to replace them.
Agreed Kim! 😀
I’m a new reader and just want to say I love your blog. You bring a smile to my face when I read about your day. Sorry your boss is a butt.
Hey Lisa! Welcome to my crazy blog! 😀
It’s no surprise you are having high and low emotions – your life has been a roller coaster lately!
I get a real dose of perspective every day in my job, especially when I work the Oncology account. Makes me realize my problems (while still problems) are something I can handle compared to what other go through. It doesn’t mean you can’t be pissed about your problems, but perspective can help you deal a little better.
Yep, I think that’s just what I need to keep reminding myself – keep the right perspective – thanks Lori! Glad you got to spend time outside and not working on the house!
So not ok to take others food! Jesus, maybe you should sue her, haha. You’ve had a lot of stress lately and with a job that you are sick of just compounds it. Hugs to you! Don’t take shit from your boss, give her the last chips from a bag for Christmas! xxxooo
OMG, that last line killed M.J.! Love it!
I hate to say it, but it’s not about the fucking tortilla chips, Biz! It’s about the lack of respect and consideration of your food and your money. It’s about someone taking advantage of your kindness and taking your giving spirit for granted. That’s not okay. You deserve better. So yeah, there are starving kids in Africa (what my Mom used to say when us kids wouldn’t eat something) and now they are dying from Ebola (not making a joke), but as a human being you still deserve to be respected and treated with dignity. *BEAR HUG*
On a lighter note, where do you find daikon at? None of the grocery stores around here ever carry it. Will probably have to make the trek to the Asian grocer if I ever want to use some.
Thanks for the pep talk Erin! I found the daikon radish at my regular grocery store – maybe looks and see if it is the organic section of your store? I love that it’s not as peppery as regular radishes, although I do like those too.
I can’t stop laughing…..”no one likes dry balls” LOL
I just pinned your balls 😉
Ha – love that you pinned my balls Lauren – pretty much everyone loves my balls. 😀
Amazing how a walk can so quickly change a mood around!!!
The fresh air was what I needed!
I think it’s the stress of Tony’s illness which is making you sweat the small stuff. I know when I am worried or stressed out about something I lash out.
Does your boss read your blog?
I agree with you – and no, she doesn’t read the blog. 😀
It was you no rise dough recipe, only one I make now. It has been so long since I made homemade pizza. Enjoy this weather, it is amaze balls!
Well I am glad you made pizza on a Friday night! Seriously, next time I come to Oak Park we need to meet up for drinks and apps! 😀
You need to go to a Vietnamese restaurant! Vietnamese is my comfort food–I am sooo crazy for it! Your balls sound great!
And yes, so sad about that woman. But I admire her decision–what a thing to have to face. xoxo
I went to one last night with my Mom – boy the beef Pho was amazeballs – that broth had such a depth of flavor – so good!
Those look so good! I’m came here looking for fritters but this will have to do for now!
Thanks Stacie! 😀 I posted the link for the fritter recipe on today’s post. 😀
I found the microwave egg cooker at Walmart….made the eggs this morning….very good!!! Husband liked them and could eat 3 of them, can you see how he likes to make me work????? I just need one and I am fine.
I saw those Screamin Sicilian Pizzas at Festival Foods today. But I bought one of their Prime Ribs for $10.00 a pound….that’s what we are having tonight. Your balls sure look good and yummy. I still need to make some of that Naan.
Did you ever watch Anthony Bourdain and his travels around the world?? He eats all sorts of deliciously good food. He favorite stop is in Asia….Viet Nam is his fave for all the different foods.
Enjoy your evening with Tony….it’s a beautiful day to grill out and listen to music and sip wine……not many more days like this are left….enjoy your day!!!
I love Anthony Bourdain – I am jealous he gets paid to travel and eat delicious food! Although some of the stuff scares me that he eats – like tripe and stuff like that.
I hope you enjoyed a gorgeous weekend Louise!
Why does your boss think the food you bring in is community food? Ugh. Thanks for sharing the story about the lady with the brain cancer. So sad though.
Thanks for the eCard LTR! Hugs!
My uncle years ago when in grade school got mad at some of his class mates and waited a few days and then made them brownies with the old X-Lax, looks like chocolate and half the class spent the day running to the bathroom. Oh, he got even alright, and it was “sweet” revenge! Maybe you should make some of those X “chocolate” covered chips and let your Boss find them…….. Now THAT is the cure to making you feel so much better. grin
I love your way of thinking Joyce! 😀
PMS! That’s what I blame my moodiness on.
Anyway, they were your chips. If I were you, I’d hide them from now on. Or keep them in your car.
You are correct Marcia – that was exactly it – I have the cramps to prove it. 🙁
Ha, maybe the car is a good place to hide them!
You look great in your pictures! When you have your aggravated annoyed look it was sexy! I think your boss is jealous of your mad skills! Enjoy the weekend with your sweet husband!
Ha – you are too sweet – thanks Jan! 😀
Of course there are always bigger world problems, however, it still sucks that your boss took food. I hope she doesn’t read your blog.
Agree!
Yes there are people that are in worse conditions than you. But does that mean you don’t have to have an off day? Of course you can have that, we all do. As far as I’m concerned, your life is though sometimes too. You have to earn the money for your family, have concerns about Tony all the time and still have time to make delicious meals and be the sweet Biz I got to know. So if you want to have an off day: go ahead and take it!
Thanks Randi and Fran! Fran, have fun in Germany, can’t wait to see all your pictures!