So yesterday before work I had my full body scan at the dermatologist. It was intimidating laying there naked while a woman had a light powered magnifying glass went up and down my body, front and back about an inch away from it.
I had to laugh though as she was going over my stomach – you can obviously see my insulin injections – sometimes they bruise, my stomach is like a pincushion! She stopped and looked at me and said “do you use drugs?” I reminded her that I was insulin dependent diabetic, and she laughed and apologized for coming to that conclusion.
Twenty minutes later, all was well and I just have to go once a year for a check up. However, she did look at the mole on my face that came back pre-cancerous and was like “you haven’t taken care of that yet?” So I have an appointment next week with a plastic surgeon.
Since I wasn’t sure how long it would take, I never brought a breakfast so Subway it was – their egg white with veggies and lots of hot sauce – the perfect way to start the day is with hot sauce!
I’ve still been super busy at work – woop! I brought the rest of the Lasagna Soup for my lunch – I think it tastes better the longer it sits.
When I left the office it was cloudy and 75. Traffic sucked, it took me nearly an hour to get home and by the time I pulled into the driveway it was 60 degrees – a 15 degree drop! I love it though – although its too cold for Tony so we had to close the windows, I am just happy we don’t have to run the air!
Last weekend when I was cleaning out the freezer, I discovered I had three separate pork parts – half of a roast and two pork chops. I decided to make a pork ragu, and last night was the perfect crisp night to have it.
Rustic Pork Ragu
- 2 lbs pork (any cut, shoulder, tenderloin)
- Salt and pepper to taste
- 2 tbsp olive oil
- 1/4 cup tomato paste
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 cup dry red wine
- 2 cans (796mL each) Italian plum tomatoes, crushed
- Cooked pasta or polenta (for serving)
- Shredded Parmesan cheese (for garnish)
Instructions
- Using a sharp knife, cut away most of the fatty layer on the top of the roast and discard, leaving just a very thin layer of fat behind. Pat the meat dry, and season generously with salt and pepper on all sides.
- In a large heavy-bottomed Dutch oven, heat the oil over medium heat. Sear the pork for 3 to 4 minutes per side, or until evenly browned all over. Transfer to a platter and set aside.
- Preheat oven to 250F.
- While the oven preheats, add tomato paste to pot and cook, stirring occasionally, for 2 minutes. Add garlic and continue cooking for 1-2 minutes, or until fragrant.
- Stir in the red wine, scraping up any browned bits that might be left on the bottom of the pan, then add the crushed tomatoes and their juice. Return the pork to the pot. Increase the heat to high, and bring the mixture to a boil.
- Cover the pot, and transfer to preheated oven to cook for 3 hours, or until the meat is very tender and falling apart.
- Transfer the pork to a cutting board and let cool for 5 minutes. Once cool enough to handle, shred the pork into bite sized pieces using two forks. Discard the bone and any gristly bits, and return the shredded pork to the pot.
- To serve, ladle the ragu onto hot pasta or polenta, and top with Parmesan cheese if desired.
Here is how the pork looked after 3 hours – while it seems intact, a couple pulls with two forks and it just shredded right away.
My plate – 1 cup of pasta with 1 cup chopped baby spinach and 3/4 cup of the pork ragu – a sprinkling of Parmesan cheese, and after the pic was taken, a sprinkling of crushed red pepper.
So last night when I got home from work, Tony was concerned about me doing the 5k today, and I don’t blame him. Up until Wednesday I was still hacking up a lung. But with more prednizone and taking the cough syrup, pills and inhaler, I did a dry run on the treadmill at lunch yesterday and walking/jogging it, I did a 5k in 42 minutes. I didn’t cough too much so I thought, worse case scenario – I could walk the whole thing.
Guess who came with me???!!
That’s his “why the fuck am I up at 6:15 again?” Seriously though, he didn’t want me to do this alone and I appreciate him coming with me – thanks for being my cheerleader Tony!
The weather couldn’t have been better – 51 degrees and sunny!
It was one big loop around the Sears Center in Hoffman Estates. The roads were blocked off, so there was no traffic which was nice. I used to work at the Sears corporate headquarters there, and I used to walk the paths at lunch time.
The start and the finish was through the archway. We got chips for our ankles. See that girl with her hair up and her left hand touching her hair? Half way through she totally puked all over the place – my guess is maybe she stayed out too late last night?
I felt good – there were a few hills I had to walk up and I couldn’t run the whole thing. Part of me was scared to push it too hard because I thought I might have a coughing fit. My unofficial time was 40:44, and I’ll take it considering today was only the second time I worked out in nearly a month.
Look at the look of determination!! Ha! Seriously though, it was a fun time, I felt good and this is just what I needed to start back to a healthy lifestyle. I have to come clean with you guys. This summer I’ve indulged a bit too much in cheese, crackers, wine, etc. The workouts obviously haven’t been where they should be, but I can’t really help that because I was sick.
The problem is that when I work out I don’t want to eat like shit because I think “do you just want to undo your 50 minute workout with shitty food? The answer is almost always no. So here’s where I am at . . .
Yep – its not pretty, but its out there and I have to own it. The only way I can go is down, right?!
Thanks for your continued support as I try to once again get to a healthy weight. It’s been a roller coaster hasn’t it?!
Alright, I have one last roof repair to do, then grocery shop and then . . . RELAX!
Hope you have a great weekend, and I’ll “see” you on Monday!
Bravo on the 5k!! I knew you could do it!
I laughed at the drug question. I probably would have been a smart ass and said something like “Yes, are you selling?”
Ha! That would have been a good comeback – I usually think of those hours after though!
Tony cracks me up! And wtg on the 5k, and the ‘big reveal’. You know what? You look healthy, you’re happy, and you really seem to enjoy life. Stop worrying about ish 😀
I am so proud you did that 5K and how awesome is Tony to go along. Oh, and guess who bought a nice block of fontina because it was on Manager’s special? oh ya, ME. It happens 😉 Have a great week.
You are killing me with all your cheese deals!!
Congrats on your 5K!! That girl must have partied hard for sure, especially to puke during a 5k. I’ve seen it during halts and fulls for sure.
I love that Tony went with you! What a great cheerleader! 🙂
Awesome job on the 5k! I’m so proud of you for going out there and doing it, even though you’re still recovering!
Just think, you can have a winter of healthy living, and crush that time in the spring!
Thanks B! You did great on your half too – PR – woot!!
Way to go on the 5k! I would have been so offended by the drug comment. You handled it so well. I do think you should have been honest though… go ahead you can admit it to us… we won’t judge… you have an addiction…. to hot sauce 🙂
Kym – your comment made me laugh out loud! And yesterday when we were at the store, I had to buy one more because it was only $1 and its a Buffalo hot sauce. Now I think that makes about 13 bottles of hot sauce in my house! 😀
Tony’s look, plus your caption cracked me up! So glad you had some support there with you. Go girl, so proud of you! I’m exactly where you are –we are the same weight! Let’s kick this extra fat to the curb together.
We are like twins V!! Yep – let’s help each other, okay?!
My husband has one of those faces.
You know Dunkin Donuts has a low fat breakfast sandwich that makes the angels sing.
What?? I didn’t knowDD had a low fat breakfast? I pass by one every day! Thanks Maggie!
Awesome on the 5K! I love that pic of Tony, so funny!
I’m proud of you. Who cares if you had to walk, you’ve been pretty sick! Proud of Tony too – he did the right thing!
congratulations!! You always inspire me 🙂 Thank you1
Thanks Suzi!!
Great job biz, you look great! I love Tony’s 6am face hahah, he seems like such a good guy and great support. No matter your time or your current weight you are definitely a winner in my book.. especially compared to the pony tail girl who puked halfway through lol. I’m so glad you stuck with your 5k goal despite the nasty bronchitis.. you’re an inspiration to so many people of every age and every weight. go girl!
You are so sweet Sarah – thanks!! 😀
Big congrats on doing the 5K! Sweet that Tony went with you…now that’s love!
It’s sad that we can’t eat and drink whatever we want without paying for it. What’s up with that?!? Own it, and do something about it. Clear the house of those temptations, and focus on a goal. You can do this, Biz!
Great job on 5K! You should be proud. I mean you could’ve just stayed home and you didn’t – right??? That subway looks GOOD!
Thanks Jody!!
Congrats on the 5K! You should be very proud–that’s awesome! 🙂
Great job on the 5k! Good for you for doing it. I have to say, that Subway breakfast sammie does look good.
It’s great that you are owning the weight number. I will own mine too. I gained 50 lbs when I was pregnant and was 188 when I gave birth. I have been stalled at 167-169 for weeks. I finally decided to work on it (I am using an Ebook I bought online at the recommendation of a woman with 6 kids) called “Fit Yummy Mummy” (HATE the name). She says you can get fit on 90 minutes a week.
So, week one is down and I’m down 3 lbs to 164. Ha! Only 30 lbs to go, I expect it to take a year. But I’m okay with that, I’m nursing a baby after all.
That’s awesome down 3 pounds!!
Good thing for you that that they don’t test for drugs before a 5k! Teehee.
Good for you, glad you went and you’re SO right about feeling better when you work out. I keep putting it off but I tell myself that I LIKED how I felt and I actually LIKED exercise when I did it consistently. Yet, here I sit…
Get out there Debbi – you can do it! Although you have way more on your plate than I do!
hahhaha- you should have said yes…I am an insulin addict 😉 Thats too funny. Glad everything else came back clear. I need to get one of those scans. Glad Tony went with you! Way to do it
whoop!whoop! You GO GIRL!!
Great job on the 5k! And hey – you’re weight in lower than mine at the moment…but I am also 5′ 9, so I always say my height has a little bit to do with it! (or at least I tell myself that…)
I wish I was 5.9! I am shrinking – I am only 5.2! 🙁