It was the last day of my quiche and pork chops! I am actually surprised that I still looked forward to it, even if I did have the same breakfast four days in a row! I did add some grapefruit that my parents-in-law sent me for Christmas. So good. Nothing like Florida citrus!
Before I knew it, it was time to hit up the gym. The gym I belong to is a Tennis Club, so there is a boutique off the main entrance where you can buy tennis outfits, running bras, tennis rackets, etc. I looked through the racks once when I first joined –um, did you know that some tennis outfits can cost a couple hundred bucks?!
But when I walked in, they had a rack that said “2013 Closeout.” I really need a new bathing suit. I’ve warn (and put in the dryer – oops!) my old one for years. It’s getting really thin and it really stretches out once I get in the water. So I started looking through the racks – even some of the bathing suits on discount were $50-$80. But then I saw this bathing suit.
This is a Speedo endurance suit – originally $74. You can’t really tell, but its blue and that’s my favorite color. Better yet? I didn’t see the sign that said “50% off lowest price.” Yep, I got that suit for $18.50 – and with tax just under $20!! Score! And guess what? It fits perfectly. I could barely tell I was wearing a bathing suit while swimming! I do have a question though. When looking for cheaper bathing suits online, I found a lot of references for “practice suits.” I found some other Speedo bathing suits for under $25 – what the hell is a practice swim suit? Can you tell I am not a swimmer?! And guess what? I had the whole pool to myself! I am happy that the lifeguard doesn’t sit on the chair anymore when I swim, she sits in her office now. I think she’s confident by now I won’t drown!
When I got back from the pool, I heated up my lunch. Remember that big pot of roasted vegetable marinara I made over the weekend?
Vegetable Marinara
- 4 tomatoes
- 2 green peppers
- 3 carrots
- 5 cloves garlic
Roast the vegetables for an hour at 325. Once a bit cooled, put in a pot with two cans of crushed tomatoes (look for no sugar added – I had to buy organic to get just tomatoes) and add Italian seasoning and crushed red pepper. Using an immersion blender, blend until the vegetables are pureed. I used this sauce on my spaghetti squash pizza, and then yesterday for lunch.
I mixed 1 cup cooked spaghetti squash, with 1 cup cooked butternut squash. I added 3 ounces of sliced cooked Italian sausage, and 1 cup of baby spinach and heated it all up with about 3/4 cup of the vegetable marinara.
This was a lot of food! While my co-worker and I loved the flavor – the texture was a bit off putting. Blog reader Peggy suggested I make Zoodles next time – zucchini noodles!
That being said, we both ate everything – the perfect bite was when you got a little bit of everything on the fork. All tallied up, this whole bowl was only 277 calories, and 176% of vitamin A and 50% of vitamin C for the day!
I haven’t done a full grocery shop yet this week. When I went shopping last Saturday, I had no idea how much longer Tony was going to be in the hospital. I knew I had some chicken breasts that needed to be cooked up. Poor Tony had a taste for an apple, and I have absolutely zero fruit at home – well, except for oranges and grapefruit, but he’s not a fan.
When I said “not sure exactly what I am going to make for dinner” Tony said “it’s because you didn’t buy any groceries” or words to that effect. I am sure he was kidding, but I could feel my blood sugar dropping and that comment didn’t sit well with me – I was thinking “between working and going to the hospital before and after work, not sure I would have found time to grocery shop.” I need a plan when I shop, otherwise I just throw stuff in the cart, get home and think “now what am I going to make with this stuff?”
He suggested pasta, so I cooked up the chicken breast, made angel hair pasta and added baby spinach to mine. I brought the food to him, and started eating – I was hungry, pissed and not that pleasant to sit next to. It takes about 15 minutes after I eat to come back around to my normal self. And to make matters worse, I bit my lip for like the 10th time and I just tossed my plate to the side and said “why do I even bother to eat??!!”
It was a culmination of emotions, from Tony being in the hospital and getting different opinions every other day, the stupid cold weather, the snow, I felt like I was going to lose it. BUT, happy to say that before long, I was back to my happy self. I had a busy afternoon and only have 277 calories after swimming for 40 minutes probably wasn’t the best idea! I plan on bringing snacks to work this afternoon!
Happy Friday! I am working a double today – I haven’t worked at the restaurant since New Years Eve – they probably forgot what I looked like! Off to iron my shirt and get my food together for the day – make it a great day!
I know I’m ridiculously late to the party, but I’m sending a giant hug over your way Vat!!!!!
After all you have been through last week and how busy you have been, it was just a matter of time before you had an emotional breakdown and it was totally deserved. We sometimes need it because once it happened, we feel much better. No excuses needed here.
Seriously Biz, don’t blame yourself for almost “losing it” you’ve been holding it together for the longest time now. Maybe Tony, although still recovering, can help out and be put in charge of grocery shopping now he’s home. There are plenty of grocery stores that deliver now. Do an online order and get it delivered, one less thing to worry about. You’re working your arse off!!! One less task will only make you better at all other things you do.
Dang – that comment would have sent me pissy as well, only I would have said something. I can’t imagine how much stress you were under, Biz. I think you have done really well with that. When you are a superwoman – many times people don’t get that you could use some support yourself at times.
Aww, sometimes those moments just happen when you have a lot going on. At least it didn’t last long and you’re back to your normal self. Go easy…it’s allowed! 🙂
Poor thing – you have had a ROUGH week+ between Tony in the hospital, the nasty weather and having to thaw out parts of your heater, the roads plus working and trying to do all of the normal daily stuff – I think you showed great restraint and held together remarkably well!!!
I hope your double shift goes OK and that you have some time to recover over the weekend!!! You need some time to relax!!
I get like that often, the crabby-ness. My husband then asks either ‘how long has it been since you’ve eaten’ or ‘are you a bit hungry’. Then I apologize for ever after I’m fed and happy.
Curious, what food tracker are you using? I’ve been wondering lately what percentages of foods i’m getting and even uploaded a couple apps (not sure which ones), but just can’t get into them/used/hang of em.
TIA
2014 has been a rough year on a lot of people, I’m not sure what exactly is going on but it’s just been….harsh. Cut yourself some slack, you have every right to feel stressed and overwhelmed! I hope you get some YOU time soon 🙂
My 15 year old son sent me an email yesterday with the subject line of “Mom, you need this on a shirt.” Your story totally sounds like me when I’m hangry. (hope it’s ok to post the link here so you can get a laugh, too) https://31.media.tumblr.com/65c6929d8b045f6331a6a56b3c95c43a/tumblr_mi84uoECk91rdfjeqo6_500.jpg
“This too shall pass” You’ve been going through a lot, just as all the ladies have said in previous comments…..you won’t be letting us down. Those darn blood sugars can sure throw a kink in the armor though. Tony has gone through a lot also. I think that is just part of being married and that stuff happens…just a little thunderstorm and then the sun comes out and there’s a rainbow 🙂
Wrote down the ingredients for the the sauce, going out to the store to buy them and make tonight. Doing the zoodle thingy also. I have been on a breakfast kick of a soft tortilla with taco meat and spinach and mozz cheese melted in the ovenette then folded over and two tangerines warmed up in the micro…..finished up the taco meat… 🙁 that sure was a nice breakfast. Think I will do that again.
Have a good day Biz and keep looking up!!!
I get totally angry when I’m overly hungry too. Glad you’re feeling better. Wahooo for the new suit! Its super cute. Hope today is wonderful for you. You need a pedicure or something after all of this stress!!
Great deal on the suit. I know you are not a shopper, but tj maxx, , Ross and Marshall’s always have inexpensive speedos and Nike suits. I buy Julie her suites there. I am surprised you have held it together as long as you have. You are superwoman in my book.
Don’t be so hard on yourself – you’ve had a lot on your plate lately. Have a great weekend – enjoy yourself!!
You’ve been going strong for weeks and you’re entitled to a little melt-down! Based on what I read from you – you hold it together better than I would. I have a few things to work on 😉 I’m not a swimmer ( another unfinished goal), BUT one of my co-workers has 3 daughters in competition HS and club swim. They spend HUNDREDS on competition suits that only last for 3 or 4 meets! I guess they’re made of some super-colossal fabric that allows them to glide through the water like fish. So I’m thinking a practice suit is a little less ‘high-tech’ and more affordable, but I don’t know for sure. Hope you have a great night at the restaurant – seeing some different people in a different place will be good for you – especially if they throw some money at ya 😉 Peace!
Sorry you had to deal with those negative emotions. I think we all have our moments, and I tend to have them more often than I’d like to admit. Glad you are feeling like your regular self again. 🙂
You have been working so hard with two jobs, and doing so much while your husband was in the hospital. A thoughtless comment on top of all the stress would probably push me a little too far. Too bad we can’t just whip up an extra couple of hours to get everything done that needs to be done. Hang in there. Hugs.
Bless your heart! I probably would have already had a breakdown & I don’t even have blood sugar issues!
Love the suit! We have a pool at my gym but I’ve never ventured into it. I really love the water so maybe swimming is something I need to consider this year.
Take care & hope you have a good tip night! 😀
The last few weeks have been tough for you, Biz! It’s only normal that you got upset, and I think it can actually be very helpful. Glad you got over it quickly though. 🙂
Happy (long) Friday!
That sauce…with the roasted vegetables is just what I need! I wonder if I could get the roasted vegetables into the pot before I devour them? Hmmmm….
Talk about a great deal on the bathing suit!!! Amazing!
Yes, I know what it’s like when you want to wring their necks. Every day. But tomorrow he’ll be treating you like a queen. Well, he better!
I agree with Peggy – Zoodles are delicious and personally I find them so much better than spaghetti squash.
Let me just say, I don’t have diabetes and I’m not too sure I wouldn’t have also taken that remark he made and run with it. You’re entitled to feel overworked, especially when you have been. It doesn’t matter that it was due to circumstances out of everyone’s control, you’ve been under the gun and are entitled to a meltdown, brought on by low blood sugar or not!
Have a great weekend – hope you get some rest, and a break!
I second Helen’s comment…to the letter. You’ve been going through a lot, and Tony in the hospital was only part of it (yes, a big part, but still). Cut yourself some slack, my friend.
Hope your double shift goes smoothly and you get lots of friendly, generous customers!
I *hate* (and that is a hard word for me to use…..) the angry sugar monster. I can see it in B everynow and then too and I usually throw at him, ‘YOU NEED TO EAT, YOUR BEING A JERK’ to which he usually (if I am right 😉 ) says nothing and grabs himself a snack and within 30 mins it is like nothing ever happened. I do not know what you experience, but I know what happens. I am so glad to know it to, cause that means neither of you are truly a JERK, your just HANGRY. 😉 eat more yummy food, and have a GREAT Friday (don’t forget to eat something at work!!!!!)
Good for you for keeping it together for so long! You’ve been through a lot this year, give yourself some time to process it all. And isn’t alarming what low blood sugar can do? Hope you have a great day! 🙂